snowflake

and it's like
she lives her life
(hanging)
on a thread just

waiting

to fall


              off


and i well i
i wanted to reach the
sky i want too (much)
she said i should
drinklesseatmore i
say i should do just
[not] that eatless
drinkmore freezefrom
the inside in my blood this
feeling this settling draining
beating banging crying caring
closing curtains angel's fall feathers

i am not underweight don't be
ridiculous do i really look
that thin to you?

((yesterday i was today i'm
not it all depends on
the day walking
on the lines have to stay
balanced hunger not
in my stomach hunger
in my bones white clouds and
azure-cast want to show want to
shine i
want
too
much))